well my life took a very sick twisted stomach wrenching turn in the past week. i had to give up my dog... we don't have a yard we arent home enough he was starved for our attention and we just couldnt give him what he needed. didnt even have time to train him properly so he wouldnt feel like he needed our total and complete attention all day long... it was better for him this way. his quality of life will be alot better with the family he gets adopted into. they will have a yard and probably kids or another puppy for him to play with... also... the same day i had to give my pup up.... i got fired! !@$*$!@*)**$&(&^%(#)! i have another job though i had just put in my two weeks notice on friday and got fired saturday cuz my freaking lazy boss wanted to get back at me for putting out my two week notice. i start my new job in a week. im slowly getting adjusted to not having a puppy. just because it was better for doesnt mean it didnt break my heart to give him up.

the good news is this week ill have plenty of time to work on some upcoming artwork!!!! yay!!!

venting made me feel alittle better thanks to all who read this.